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new year's 2012.
| 2011 has been pretty hard for me, to put it lightly. i know that i am not an easy person to deal with by a long shot, but the biggest reason i made it through this year is you guys. i don't really know how to articulate how much every one of you means to me and how grateful i am to have such supportive, caring, kind, funny, all-around awesome people in my life, but i am going to try! i love you all so much, and thank you for sticking by my side through the good and the bad, whether we've been friends for weeks, months or years. here's to hoping that 2012 will be a good year for all of us. emily ❤ you are such an admirable person, like almost everything you say and do is great and you are super smart and classy and idek, you are just a really awesome lady and someone who i admire a lot. also you are prob one of the most gorgeous ladies i have ever seen, jsyk. lucy ❤ lucy, you won't see this because you don't use plurk anymore but i don't want to remove you and i hope you come back..... ;; i really miss talking to you, i know you are still around on tumblr but i hope you come back soon!! baki ❤ you're such an adorable person ;///; i really like reading your wordpress blog, your figure photography is so cute and i love reading about what you add to your collection!! angie ❤ god angie i am really really glad i met you... i had seen you around plurk forever before we met at z and i always thought you seemed cool but you are seriously one of the kindest and most helpful and thoughtful people ever. you have been working so hard lately, and even when you feel hopeless or want to give up you always bounce back and force yourself to keep going and keep fighting for the goals you set for yourself, which is really amazing. you are so easy to talk to too and ahhh idk i just really love you and i'm really glad we're friends, you are such an amazing person. ari ❤ we just added each other pretty recently so we haven't talked all that much yet but you are adorable and i'm looking forward to getting to know you better in 2012! i don't know of many people who are into harvest moon/rune factory like i am, so sharing that common interest with you is really awesome. u///u allie ❤ i'm glad that we have bonded over how precious snow/hope is lately!! you are a really talented rper and a lot of fun to talk to, too, and getting to know you better lately has made me happy. i hope we rp many many more sassy, kawaii things in 2012.... and i am looking forward to having someone to shriek about ffxiii-2 with when it comes out here, too. fridge ❤ you are super, super talented, i had fun tagging with you in z and you are amazing at every character you play. but aside from that, you are a really cool person and i'm glad that i was able to meet you through z!! talking to you makes me happy tbh, like you have made me smile so much i am always just like "uuuuu... fridge..... u///u" this is not very articulate but basically I REALLY LIKE YOU!! rebe ❤ literally like five minutes after adding you, you made that plurk about how carver sucks and i immediately imed quinn all "OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS PERSON???" since then "oh my god rebe is awesome" has been a semi-frequent topic of conversation between us BECAUSE YOU ARE. i am looking forward to getting to know you better!! rachel ❤ rachel, you are honestly one of the kindest, sweetest, most spirited and cheerful rays of sunshine i have ever met. i really admire your energy and your optimism and you are just one of those people where i smile every time i talk to you, even if it's just a good morning or a good night. ;///; jules ❤ we have so much in common, i feel like i can relate to you more and more every time we talk. i feel so comfortable around you and you have really made me feel like i can open up to you despite the fact that we've only known each other for a short while, and thank you for being so helpful and supportive and everything else. you are such a strong person and you honestly deserve nothing but the best. isao ❤ you are such a chill person, you just have a really good attitude in general imo and it definitely shows! we haven't talked all that much but i really like having you around, and i hope we get to know each other better in 2012! jessica ❤ hearing about your wedding plans makes me so excited for you!! i'm so happy that you have so many good things coming your way because you definitely deserve it. we might not know each other all that well but i associate you with all these cute things like disney and tangled and pink and flowers.... you are just a really adorable, sweet person. jordan ❤ i miss you, big booty alto... i doubt that you will see this, but you are still one of the chillest people i know and i look back on all the memories we've shared fondly. i have been thinking of you lately because quinn and i watched senbasa a few days ago and i've associated sasuke with you for the longest time... anyway, i hope life is going awesome for you! lia ❤ you are so adorable, seriously. whenever you mention that something reminds you of me, like itsuki koizumi or star ocean or whatever else, it makes me smile... i associate you with things like cute bright colors and ffxii and also rasler and even though i hate rasler associating him with you makes me like him a little bit more. THIS IS A COMPLIMENT OK. erin ❤ you are such a genuinely wonderful person, erin. your heart is bigger than a ronso dick, which is quite a feat, i imagine (not that i have ever seen a ronso dick up close....... ). i will forever associate you with every kawaii healer in every jrpg ever (good thing reimi isn't a healer!) and you really make an effort to extend a hand out to anyone who might need it, even when you're struggling yourself. you've changed a lot since i've added you and every single day you're fighting and growing, which is amazing. i want to bake a cake with you someday... nellie ❤ i've followed you on tumblr foreeever so i'm glad that you made a plurk, there are a lot of people on tumblr i want to get to know better and you're one of them! we share about a bajillion fandoms (you have good taste!) and we haven't talked all that much yet but you're really sweet, and i'm looking forward to getting to know you better! rea ❤ i love gushing about tales of games and fictional boyfriends with you!!! you are a lot of fun and basically just a really awesome person, i'm so glad that i added you... u///u Luca shook his head, taking a bite out of his weiner solemnly. kinks ❤ you are so calm and levelheaded and mature and you have such a good heart, i think you're wonderful and i really like you a lot despite not having known you for all that long. i love talking about brittana with you!!! maybe glee won't be as awful in 2012!!!! jk it probably will be. neko ❤ i love you so much, neko... you make me so happy. being into so4 together was so much fun and even though so4 makes me cry tears of blood, i don't regret it because it ended up bringing us closer together. i admire you so much, you are so calm and understanding and levelheaded and intelligent and talented in everything you do, and i am seriously so grateful to be able to call you a friend. faye ❤ you are one of the nicest, most genuinely kindhearted people i have ever met, seriously. talking to you makes me smile so much, and meeting you was one of the most wonderful things about z for me. your art is so cute, watching you draw cute so4 things a few months ago made my entire week.... and you are such a strong person, too, dealing with so much irl bullshit and still managing to stay positive and keep your head held high. i really admire you for that, and i hope 2012 is amazing for you because when i think of people who deserve good things, you are someone who immediately comes to mind. krissy ❤ you are such a good friend and so, so kind and supportive and caring, seriously. you make me feel so reassured and loved and i wish i could better articulate how grateful i am to have you as a friend. you have such a great attitude about everything and you are really just all-around awesome in every possible way, ily girl. meg ❤ you are probably one of the strongest, most selfless people i know. i know you have gone through a lot and things aren't often easy for you, but you fight so hard to pull through anything and everything and you never stop being there for your friends along the way. your art is always improving more and more, too, and i am so impressed by how often you manage to churn out such gorgeous things. you are such a precious friend to me, and thank you for offering me so much support and encouragement this year. naoto ❤ ahhhh i really like talking to you, especially about fandom/video games and whatever else! i hope we get to know each other a little better in 2012, you are such an awesome person!! p.s. you make really beautiful graphics/icons, too. misha ❤ you are so cute, and i associate you with so many cute characters like kairi and namine and shiki and... cuties like you, basically! and i also associate axel/roxas with you which is a Good Thing. but you are seriously such a sweetheart, we don't talk all that much but i am glad to have you added! gracy ❤ i honestly cannot even word how much i love you. i wish we could hang out irl and play kingdom hearts and zelda and harvest moon, this seriously has to happen one day and i am not even just saying that, I REALLY WANT TO DO THIS ONE DAY. we've both changed sooo much since becoming friends, but you have never stopped being there for me, not even once. talking to you always makes me really happy, even if we are just complaining about how shitty we feel!! because you are so patient and understanding and idek i just really really love you, you are such an important friend and you make me feel so loved and appreciated and i really hope that 2012 goes a lot better than 2011 did, for both of us. lauren ❤ you are such a strong and beautiful lady, and it makes me happy to see you doing things you are passionate about, like makeup and fashion and cute disney things. i really hope 2012 is a great year for you, because you definitely deserve it. lita ❤ i think we clicked right away, i feel like i have had you added for way longer than i actually have just because you are so easy to talk to. how intelligent and well-spoken you are always amazes me and you are such a wonderful and caring friend. i am just super fond of you and getting to know you and being your friend has made me really happy! alex ❤ you are the bro-est of bros, seriously. i always feel really comfortable talking to you, you've been really supportive/encouraging to me when i've down and you've made me laugh a lot, too, even when i was really sad. you are just a genuinely awesome, chill dude. i'm so fond of you that i would eat mexican food for you if i for some reason had to, and i hate mexican food. sean ❤ i seriously love you so much, you are seriously such an awesome friend and someone who is super easy to talk to about anything/everything. like, you are basically someone who is just Always There and someone who has been there for years, which i appreciate way more than i can begin to put into words. i am glad that we can bond over being trapped in awful JRPG fandoms for life, and in 2012 i am definitely going to play vesperia. I PROMISE. chels ❤ uuuuuuu chels precious baby angel sweetheart darling i love you so much?? you are seriously the sweetest person, you make me want to hug you and then go and dance around in a field of flowers together. you make me so happy and you are such a kind, caring, genuinely wonderful person and i seriously love every single thing about you. i am so, so grateful to be friends with you, you are honestly just a really positive presence in my life and someone who makes me smile every single time i talk to you. may ❤ mayden yuki, you are absolutely flawless. it makes me happy when we bond over spiritshipping and how gross yukki/yuno is. you are such a sweetheart, and i know you have had a pretty hard time this year but the fact that you are powering through it and working hard to spread positivity honestly speaks volumes. i think you've changed a lot this year, and i'm sure that as long as you don't give up, you'll change a lot in 2012, too. and i mean that as a compliment!! also, one of my legit goals for 2012 is to watch ygo gx and ygo 5d's I WILL DO THIS AND WE SHOULD DO IT TOGETHER. kiwi ❤ i feel like i've had you added for much longer than i have, i seriously just... like you so much. i love talking to you, and you have been so kind and supportive which has really meant a lot to me, so thank you. i am really glad i finally added you and i'm looking forward to getting to know you better in 2012! lizzy ❤ you are probably one of the sweetest, most caring people i have ever met, tbh. you are always, always reaching out to your friends and you are just so tirelessly supportive to everyone, i wish i could shower you in hugs and good things because you deserve nothing but hugs and good things. i am so grateful to have you as a friend, i wish i could articulate it better than i am rn but i really love everything about you. eirin ❤ i really love having you on my timeline ;///; you are so easy to talk to and i love that we share so many similar opinions. whenever i need to bitch about lloyd irving or shout about how much i want to play graces or gush over alvin/jude and elise being a kawaii family i always know that you will be there too. as soon as graces comes out here i will probably be talking to you about it nonstop so... look forward to it.... corrina ❤ i miss talking to you, i know you aren't really around anymore so you might not see this but i still think you are awesome and i will never remove you. i hope everything is going well for you! mendaa ❤ we've had each other added for what feels like forever, tbh. i love bonding over video game music with you, it makes me happy when other people are as into beautiful osts as i am. you are a really nice, thoughtful person and you have great taste in fandom, too. lea ❤ you are such an incredibly strong person, it really astounds me. you have been through so much and i really hope that 2012 is good to you, because you deserve so many good things. we don't talk all that much, but i really don't have one bad thing to say about you! monica ❤ gosh monica i could not name one bad thing about you if i tried, i really admire you so much?? you are a wonderful person, you're so smart and hardworking and i basically just really admire your opinion on everything and like... look up to you, kind of? i'm not really sure how to articulate it so i probably just sound silly but you are one of those people i am always just like *A* at. jen ❤ you deal with so much shit but you keep your head high through all of it, which def. says a lot. i'm really glad that we met through z! you made me feel so welcome there, especially when i was nervous about it at first, and getting to know you has been really awesome. you are probably one of the most hard-working, diligent and driven people i have ever met, which never ceases to amaze me. i hope 2012 brings you dozens of flashy, sparkly pairs of heels, because you deserve all of them!!!! meg ❤ i really hope i do not sound Too Intense here but i don't even know how to articulate how much i love you, i just?? really, really love you??? i am so glad we are friends, you have honestly never, ever annoyed me or anything ever, like if i was offered $100 to say one bad thing about you i could not do it because there is nothing. you are someone i admire so much for basically every reason, and i feel so comfortable/relaxed talking about anything with you, whether it is fandom or irl stuff or whatever else. you are one of the chillest people and you have been SUCH a good friend to me, you have made me smile sooo much and I JUST REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU!! yuki ❤ i'm glad that i can always count on you to provide the snowcobo gif in every snow plurk, you always manage to show up right when i need it. but yeah you are seriously awesome, idek how we only just added each other like less than two months ago because i love you so much already. i look up to you a lot when it comes to social justice things and you generally just have Really Good Opinions! justine ❤ you are such a sweetie, we haven't really talked all that much but i really like talking to you and knowing that you are around! you've made me want to play asscreed more than i already do, too, this will be something that will happen in 2012 ok..... shiro ❤ i want to start off by apologizing for unintentionally inflicting the horror that is so4 upon you. what a horrible way to end the year. and with that out of the way, you are awesome and i'm glad that i met you! i had fun in that aim chat the other day (even if it kicked me out...) and i will listen to your screaming rage any time you need me to. p.s. every time i see a picture of regene i fondly think of you. merry ❤ i hope we get to know each other better in 2012!! i think you are awesome and chill and an amazing rper, and you have been nothing but sweet to me for as long as i've had you added. drea ❤ i feel like we got closer this year, which has made me really happy! one of the only good things about experiencing tales of symphonia was the fact that i had you to scream and cry to on plurk while i played it, and shrieking to you about how much i hate lloyd irving and love half-elven boys in love still always manages to brighten my day. i think you're a lot of fun and i really like talking to you on aim, especially at obscene hours of the morning when no one else is awake, and i hope we keep growing closer in 2012!! lulu ❤ it is flat-out impossible to even begin to scratch the surface of how much i treasure you in just one tiny paragraph. you have done so, so much for me this year, you have listened to me scream and cry and say that i am done with living, and through all that, there has never been even a second where you were not calm and patient and understanding and loving. i think about how lucky i am to have you in my life every single day. aarika ❤ you are one of the only people i've ever met who likes harvest moon as much as i do which earns you +100 points in my book, because harvest moon is awesome. we don't talk all that much but i really like reading your plurks, and you seem like a pretty all-around awesome person to me! michael ❤ you are seriously so thoughtful and generous and kind, and you make me really happy. every time you compliment my writing i just... die a little inside... but in a 1000% good way if that makes sense... you have made me run to go clutch a pillow and roll around giggling happily, not just anyone can do that!!!! and your edge/faize fic is The Best i cannot tell you enough how much i love your writing and how excited i get whenever you write something new... ;///; basically you are just an all-around amazing person in every possible way and i am so glad to have you as a friend! thank you for giving me so many reasons to smile. quinn ❤ for as long as we have been best friends - and how long has that been? i've lost count of the years by now - there has never, ever been a day where i was not grateful to have you in my life. it is hard to come up with something to say, not because i've said it all already, but because i could probably write a god tier length novel about how happy you make me and how you have saved my life and given me a reason to keep bothering to wake up in the morning! we have had so many great memories this year, and a few pretty bad ones, too, but the number of times you have made me laugh until i cried, the number of times you have made me smile so hard i felt like i was going to burst like a balloon, the number of times you have given me enough hope to make it through the day - all of that outweighs everything else by a long shot. i remember we used to say "2011 is gonna be OUR YEAR!!!!" and maybe right now it doesn't seem like that went according to plan, with everything that happened, but you know what? i had you all the way through it, and so despite all the ups and downs (and the downs have been pretty bad downs, yeah), in a way, it was our year anyway, because you were by my side the whole time. 2012 is gonna be our year, too. i love you so, so much, you are forever my soulmate, and djfhdhfg LMFAO OOPS THIS GOT WAY TOO LONG I NEED TO STOP rift ❤ i am always astounded by what a chill dude you are, you are seriously one of the chillest people i know. it's like you're an irl persona protag or something and your understanding, knowledge, courage, expression and diligence are all maxed out. evy ❤ you are the sweetest person, i definitely hope to get to know you better in 2012 because i have nothing but nice things to say about you! lain ❤ i just added you a few days ago but you seem like such a sweet person, and i've really liked following you on tumblr u///u i am really looking forward to getting to know you better! anyone who willingly deals with my angry ranting about so4 the very first time i talk to them is probably a friend for life, tbh. aki ❤ i don't say/think this about a lot of people, tbh, so it might sound strange, but i think you are so cool..... idek how to describe it but like, whenever we talk i am usually just blushing weirdly in your general direction all "huehehehe... aki..." LMFAODJFH I SOUND SO WEIRD but getting to know you has made me really happy, and i'm glad that we've gotten along well! heather ❤ we have been friends for such a long time, like since i was? thirteen? i'm pretty sure? idk how you managed to put up with me back then but i'm glad you did! you're one of those people where like... we can go a really long time without talking, and there have been times where we have, but when we do talk, it doesn't feel like anything has changed. you're just a really easy person to get along with and a lot of fun to be around. p.s. thank you for contributing to driving lady reimi out of the so fandom. jouke ❤ jouke i love you, you are such a wonderful friend and you are so amazing?? i remember when i was sad and you imed me and sent me kawaii puppy pictures.... wehhhh you are seriously just the sweetest person and i want us to play zelda games and then take a trip to disneyland and weep openly while watching the fireworks together. chelsey ❤ sometimes i get so embarrassed because i am like OH NO CHELSEY IS SO AWESOME AND SHE HAS KNOWN ME SINCE MY 14-YEAR-OLD DAYS OF HORRIBLY RPING A DEATH NOTE CHARACTER idek how you dealt with me tbh but i am glad that we've been friends for all this time, you are such a cute and chill person and i would be bummed if i didn't have you around. :* tengu ❤ you are so passionate about the things you love which makes me happy because i, too, am passionate about the things i love. i've always thought that we have a lot in common, actually! i am glad you found something to love so much this year, and it really is wonderful to see that you have an outlet for all your creativity. you are one of the most talented writers i know, and a few months ago when i posted that fic on tumblr and you told me how much you liked it, that legitimately made my entire week, jsyk. i am rambling but ily, friendriel. frankie ❤ frankie, you are one of those people where i just feel inexplicably happy every single time i talk to you. like, whether it is just a good morning or a full-out zelda music sesh, i always end up smiling and thinking "gosh i love frankie.... " afterward. i associate so many good things and good memories with you, and i'm grateful to know that you will be there no matter how many human hearts i decide to feast on. lara ❤ you have been nothing but a good friend to me over the years, and i cannot thank you enough. this might sound strange but i see you as a very wise person, almost motherly in a way?? and you've given me so much helpful advice whenever i've had issues. you are strong and beautiful and you are definitely a presence that i really appreciate having around. shandachi ❤ i love you so, so much, you are truly one of my best friends in the entire world and i cannot imagine that changing in 2012 or 2013 or even 2050, tbh. you are one of the people who has kept me going and someone i have looked forward to talking to every single day, and you are always someone i can count on to be there when i need a shoulder to cry on. 2011 has been shitty to all of us, but fuck it, we are free bitches for life and we ride together and die together 4ever. chira ❤ i'm glad that we were able to add each other again ;///; you are such a thoughtful, considerate, sweet person with what seems like endless amounts of love to give, and i've always been amazed by what a genuinely good person you are. i know i told you this already, but i still wear the hat you knit me years ago all the time!! it is my favorite. rae ❤ you are such a cutie and such a kindhearted person, too. i know you've been through a lot this year, but even when things get you down you still manage to pick yourself back up and keep walking with your head held high, which says a lot! you are such a hard worker and i am wishing you the best of luck for 2012, i'm hoping that a lot of good things are headed your way. tara ❤ gushing about nintendo games and how paper mario is The Best Game ever with you is basically the best thing, and you are so adorable, too. i have a lot of fun talking to you, and i'm hoping for nothing but the best for you in 2012! teresa ❤ ahhh your layouts are amazing, they always make me miss having a domain! we haven't talked all that much, but you're seriously so cute and such a kindhearted person, i could not think of one remotely bad thing to say about you if i tried. i hope we can get to know each other better in 2012!! sophia ❤ sophiaaaaaa i am seriously so glad we have been friends for this long, you are? amazing? i've always looked to you as someone who has great taste in just about everything, and you've introduced me to so many great things, music especially! and you are really talented with icons and layouts and fsts and... just. everything. i am totally rambling but i just REALLY LOVE YOU and i feel like i don't say it enough, talking to you always manages to make me happy somehow. kiss ❤ you are such a strong and mature person and it is clear to me that you love your friends with all your heart, which is wonderful to see. i hope 2012 brings you many kawaii lithuania/poland kisses. kaze ❤ your art is amazing, you've improved so much this year and you draw so many beautiful, kawaii things..... and aside from your art, you are a really cool, chill person and someone awesome to have around! rook ❤ you've been through so much this year, especially in the way of depression and anxiety, but the fact that you have continued to fight through it and do what you need to do has been really inspiring to me. i can relate to you so, so much and seeing you work hard to get better has definitely played a part in how i am handling my depression/anxiety, too. i love you, and i want to swish your tail and scratch your ears and feast on human flesh with you. not... literally... for the latter part... btw... |
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I've been feeling forgotten on so many levels by so many people and this just really touched my heart ;_; thank you ♥♥♥♥♥♥
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you're a really great person. <333
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(also you're welcome)